Anticipation
/No matter how hard I try to stay in the Present, where all that is, IS, I anticipate something to come. I can’t help it, it just happens. Fortunately, it is usually anticipating pleasure, joy. That’s ok, isn’t it? It doesn’t make any difference what you say, it will continue. I do wish though, that the dream state is a glimpse, not a fixation! I hate to miss what IS.
anticipation